Bomb shell had dropped..

Dated 17th March
I went straight to my table, opened the Microsoft Word application and started typing.. I asked myself a decision made overnight, is it too harsh and that will i regret.. The answer is no.. I won't regret.. I tendered my resignation as dated above..

I have been through alot since moving on from Chan Brothers.. How do you move on from one company to another, having to face an alien situation all over again? I'm adaptable maybe.. Weird, funny and all.. And now yet again i'm moving on.. No, i didnt find anything of better prospect.. It's just that i need a break from everything.. It's of too many of little things maybe.. And i do have somethings to do on my end that's undisclosable to many.. Not that you're unworthy, just thought i wouldnt want to make you guys worry, needlessly.. *grins*

I asked myself did i learn a great deal since joining the job-hopping bandwagon.. Very much if i spell out in words you all would be bore by it.. Netherless here's one experience.. Just yesterday, the reservation of a distictive restaurant i requested the DMC-Destination Management Company or land operator to make was full.. Me staying at least 2,880 miles(Guess the destination peeps! It's my favourite destination which i had been to actually) away suggested to him a new venue based on my memory cum alittle research done on net and reference books..

Maybe he thought i would know really what the clients would want, for i spoke with confidence as i discuss and spoke with about him the proposal initially over those long distance calls.. I persisted on some issues which he deemed "impossible", no it wasnt impossible actually, just troublesome.. If you would get what i mean.. I wasn't proud of it, am just glad and happy with myself..With some, if not even a little effort and confidence could change a person's perspective or views of you.. So why not?

I'm actually thinking of doing a semi autobiography even though i'm only a third through with my life.. Couldn't sleep lately.. Having insomnia again.. Due to unable to disclose stressing issues.. Too many factors, really.. Am really glad to have and stay firm till now.. But today.. Yet again he trys to convince me to stay.. Nope.. It didnt change my mind..

Remember scrolling of my friend's profile a long time back it had this ''dying to do this and that, then forgot to live'' statement.. Well.. This is my version..

Initially i was dying to grow up..
Den i was dying to start school..
Den i was dying to start working..
Den i was dying to be "old enough"..
Den i was dying to travel the world..
Den i was dying to someone's husband..
Den i was dying to be a father..
Den i was dying to retire..
Den till i was really dying..
I suddenly realized.. I forgot to live..

To be living is nothing, to live with no regrets is something - PTJG

*Look around you.. Due to your personal greed, have you let down or disappointed anyone?