Had been single for years and I have friends commenting, "Guys at your age should get in love", where someone else just shook their head in disbelief, either thinking I'm lying or asking me bluntly, "Are you gay?"
On a personal note, the fact is that I'm afraid... Of? Knowing someone all over again from scratch. How often have you ever know someone for barely for days, months or even hours, but ironically felt you known forever? The feeling that you became all attentive and as though almost every views and details suit you two. Then, almost like you stuck top prize in a local lottery (which is rare), the person suddenly seem so distant, so... different. It's scary, you know. Things that you said, promised each other simply vanished into thin air. Views and thoughts are no longer in sync, almost like a forced betrothment.
Will you continue to stay or walk away?
Random thoughts...
One loses it because the other one takes it.
Power, control, conquest..
We say it's to make the other person happy,
but really it's for our self..
For love or fear of lonesome,
Memories I would reckon...
Read a forum online deciphering the meaning of LOVE. Their were some that comes up with acronyms for it like Love means "Legs Open Very Easy" and Love is "Lust Obligement, Very Essential".
Well, love means to me "Looks Only Very Easy". Not necessary of good looks, just comfortable to the eyes. As quoted in William Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet, Friar Laurence cited, "Young men fall in love with their eyes nowadays, instead of with their hearts." Hence to fall in love with the eyes is a beautiful thing. You can imagine the best of everything, but maybe let off a slight grunt when you got hit back to reality.
I'm happy enough to be me, to fall in love with my eyes almost any other day. Matters of the hearts are too complex and hard to muster for me tentatively. Cheers out peeps...
Saturday, December 22, 2007
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