Weekend once again..

I'm loving it.. Friday brings me two days of freedom.. From all tasks and stuff.. How am I suppose to pace myself when I was given a nail to pin onto the wall.. Then suddenly the whole tool box? Cheez.. Intoxicated myself with tequila yesterday, and reek of alcohol.. I hate spirits for a reason, lest those well balanced concoction.. Hit off with a couple of neats then pops.. Resisted it again, had the lingering thoughts of just 'one' hovering over my head like a halo, but.. I pulled off well eventually.. I'm on my 'despairing mode' again.. 100